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Motor
03:24
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It feels like there's just boredom or suffering
I don't know if you have noticed yet
I've chosen the second option without any regret
I bend my toes and fold my arms,
The freezing cold replaced the warmth
My friends and foes will be alarmed
When self-esteem has taken harm
A human torch so i just burn
Asleep, awake, i toss and turn
Eat me, swallow me
Discharge my battery
Lead me, follow me
Consume all my energy
I don't believe in what i see
‘Cause i've been blind more than a week
Back in time when i relaxed
I felt i bored myself to death
A human torch so i just burn
Asleep, awake, i toss and turn
Selling all my energy
So unbelievable dirt-cheap
I set up goals that i can't reach
To take a look what failure teaches (To me)
You wait and see what time will tell
But to me, waiting sounds like hell
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Emotions.zip
03:03
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I know that you're reading (of course you do)
You're the closest friend to me (after myself and a long break!)
I guess you won't believe (how could you?)
When you see me
Up the wall
Unafraid to fall
It's a matter of perspective
My minds not where my head is (at)
Don't fall(,) for the lie that this thing you feel - it comes from inside
It's more like monster that is born from your mind
And it eats you alive
So i run for my
Up the wall
Unafraid to fall
It's a matter of perspective
My minds not where my head is (at)
Up the wall
Not afraid to fall and die
They say it's from inside
How come it eats me alive.... then
You tell me
The only one chance to win
Is not to fight
‘Cause every time i harm the monster
It'll start to bite, i start to bite
Hear me scream in defiance
I know your all lying
Me and the monster had a pact
First i'll wreck my life,... then i get it back
Fuck me up, break my neck
You get your victory, and i get it back
(Now you know the best of. me)
So fuck me up, i'll get it back
Now you know the best of... me
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Vertigo
02:21
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Say my name again
Like you'd know
Anything more that i am willing to show
I feel it's haunting
But i can't grant you the power to hurt me
And beside all those things
I say in my rage, i swear i feel you love me
And we are digging our tongues
Into where we think they belong
Our problems ain't real
We've made them up again
But we're on the mend
This disastrous state
A tooth you can't pull out - all feeling is ache
In both our mouths
But we are digging our tongues
Into where we think they belong
Although you seem to feel it too
You cling to stay and i don't know how to say without hurting you
Because we both know we're acting well
But i can't get rid of the thought we both just did it for ourselves
And we are digging our tongues
Into where we think they belong
Our problems ain't real
We've made them up again
It's just myself i can't stand
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Life is as good as it gets
A price so high but i didn't fetched - what is left
When you fear to tread
You will find out once you hop in the bed
(& you interiors flooded in black)
Life is as hard as it gets
The really one thing that is harder
Is just not losing your mind
(Why is it so hard to find?)
The inbred of solitude and pride
Haunt me every night
(So why? ..)
I know already so i'm placing the bets
But i refuse to play 'cause you don't want me
To address, it's a mess, and it really, really drives me mad - i get bold, i get rad for not feeling
To be birds of a feather before mine are shed
Shedding fur while spinning threads
Instead of hair i am wearing hats
It all comes down to the stress
They say while dragging the cord around my neck
The inbred of solitude and pride
Haunt me every night
And why is it so hard to find
Someone to blow my mind?
Sometimes i get entrenched so deep
It's dim, but far too bright to sleep
(so deep
so deep)
We get entrenched so deep
Black curtains, black walls
My doubts, my faults
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F5C Freibad
03:27
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Die hemmen uns
Schränken ein, 'ham uns ertappt
Kaum gewachsen sind die Hörner und schon daran gepackt
Lenkt uns eine unsichtbare Macht
Uns kaputt Tag für Tag, nachts und lacht - uns aus
Denn jeder sieht das Becken
Aber keiner traut sich raus
Zu entkommen, nein, denn man lernt ja nicht daraus
Beißt die Zähne zusammen
Und ballt weiter die Faust
Gegen die dort im Becken
Wenn überhaupt
Lenkt uns eine unsichtbare Macht
Uns kaputt Tag für Tag, nachts und lacht - uns aus
Denn jeder sieht das Becken
Aber keiner traut sich ‘raus
Zu entkommen, nein, denn man lernt ja nicht da raus
Denn die Sicht nach draussen ist erstens nicht erlaubt
Und zweitens will keiner weg von den Anderen schauen
Denn deren Blicke sind rausch
Und sie heucheln vertrauen
Ich trank das Wasser und spuckte es aus
Die Sicht nach innen ist trübe und taub.
Trink das Wasser, spuck' es wieder aus
Wisch den Mund ab, lerne da( )raus.
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